But the bottom line is really the same for everyone who feels this way. The reason you don't care about God's love is because you have difficulty believing in it or understanding it.
But think about it... if there really were a person who loved you more than anyone you've ever known (even though He knows everything about you)...and if this person wanted to do better things for you than you've ever dreamed of...and if this person COULD DO those things for you...AND if you're a reasonable person yourself, wouldn't you want to know this person a little better?
He's there. He loves you more than you'll ever understand. He wants better things for you than you ever dreamed of. He is able to give them to you.
Here's the catch. He won't force Himself or His ways on you. You
need to ask Him.